On Monday (19/4/10), I gave away my baby.. I miss him now..but I think that I'll still be able to see him one day or another, but not so often. His mother and brother probably miss him too, but they can't say anything so I'm doing it on their behalf. On Tuesday (20/4/10) there was a step-down activity for seniors in the CCA, but I wasn't able to attend it because I was sick - got free pizza. T_T Then on Wednesday I'm not in school because I'm sick, missed a few tests - and now my schedule is all messed up. Exams are so near..the stress is really weighing on. I have to promise myself that I can't get sick after today, do all my homework properly, study well, sleep well. Then after mid-year exams, have a bit of break, can go play for awhile before studying again.

I didn't know that 'N' levels were going to be this demanding.

Something that I learnt today, once words are said they cannot be taken back, scarrs will be inflicted. Though time heals everything bad scarrs always leave a mark and that will be in your heart forever. *The things that I want to remember I can't remember it, the things that I want to forget immediately stay in my mind forever. So..choose your words wisely or you may be hurting the person you love intentionally or unintentionally.