Today I just had my F & N practical from 1.30pm to 6pm. It was very tirring, my legs felts like they would stop listening to me, and rest on my more than delighted butt. My head was throbbing, I think it was due to dehydration and the Crazy weather that's been happening in Singapore. In a single day, it can go from warm, to cold and then extremely hot again, and cooling again. In the afternoons are the worst as it feels like I'm burning in an oven. What's up with the weather recently? It's like I'm in the sahara desert, the temperature can change extremely.

Anyways, today is the last exam for my mid-year exams...YES!! I can finally relax for awhile instead of going crazy everyday and my anxiety craziness is at max when the exams are close. But I'm kinda disappointed with myself as I didn't do very well. The overall presentation for my dishes were extremely terrible. It was very plain and I don't think it can impress cambridge examiners that are going to be visually enticed by the pictures in my coursework :( ... I was more hard-working last year. What happened to my sort of hard-working but lazy me that can still get sort-of-good results for 'N' levels? I'm not motivated at all and I'm super lazy like I was in secondary 1. I want to get extremely good 'O' level results so that I can stop worrying my mother(she helps me pay all my tution and etc) , impress myself (self-narrsicisting and self-good impression of myself), impress my cousin (laugh in her face and get her to treat me) and graduate with everyone else as I don't want to get left behind.