Today I'm feeling bored, and so decided to check into my dead blog. My mum sometimes cooks and sometimes she comes up with really wierd stuff like tofu, with tomato sauce and fish together.
-_-|| It's sort of wierd tasting. But I still eat it anyway. No matter how terrbile it looks or taste, STILL EAT!! - mostly 80% of the time I will eat. If I don't eat it my mum won't feel appreciated, and she'll stop cooking. No matter how bad your parent's cooking are, you'll think of them preciously in your own way.

I think that my mum is trying to improve herself to be a better mum. I'm quite demanding from of my parents, therefore all the more I blame her when something goes wrong. To explain, I get hot-tempered easily when things don't go my way, and now I'm reflecting on what my actions were in the past. I don't blame her for all her mistakes and short-comings, parents are not perfect no matter how old they are, neither am I. My mum raised me and my brother up single-handedly. From primary 5 onwards, I never saw my dad for more than 2 weeks a year.
OH, DON'T FEEL PITY FOR ME.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

I hate it when I need to tell my friends during my conversations about my family, then their face would suddenly go all soft and have a face full of understanding and pity. PLEASE STOP IT, I DON'T FEEL SHORT-HANDED JUST BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A DAD. I get that not having a complete family is not usually the normal. My family's situation in complicated, that's all I can say. You know the ironic part was that I learnt how precious family was after the Sec 4 camp. Adam Khoo's instructors came to my school to educate us on how to deal with real-life situation appropriately. How your reaction could determine the outcome whether positively or negatively. Though I'm the type to close my eyes whenever I see and hear things I don't want to hear or know. This is a very terrible habbit of mine, as people often tell me I need to listen properly to what they're saying or I'll lose out.

From all 3 days, I learnt that:
Family does not have to a 'complete' family -with your dad, mum, bro...etc and you. It can be anyone, your close friends - sisters and brothers, a person you met from work that clicked miraculously. As long as you love that person in mind, and he/she does feel the same way, it can said as family or love itself.

Yea so, End. I think I'll be updating more often, I said I wanted to write in my diary, but I think I'm too lazy to open it up.